We all had those moments, where we don't know if we doing the right thing or even at the right place, we just going after our emotions but even those are weak. We all have the right to feel insecure, we are humans after all, we care about our future and that's something really powerful into our live's. So never let anyone tell you that you shouldn't feel like that, because it's more than normal.. Do as you feel, life is so short to be scared, so short to be doubting ourselves, life every day like it was your last, do your best, show the best out of you, be the person you want to be because at the end people will remind you for it... I could be away for sometimes, but most of that time I'm taking care of my mental health or working, unfortunately can't make art my first priority but will always be one in my life, art made me realise so many things about me, it made me be a better person and I can't leave it behind because now its part of myself and I need it..
Be the best version of yourself, life goes so fast you don't wanna waste it.