I'm jaded with the pulls on me that I can't answer to. I've made up my mind that with a few people to abet me I won't do one single thing in verse or out of it or with it till I God damn please for the rest of my natural life.
— Robert Frost, letter, 12 Aug. 1924
Joki could be bored and tired at times as he pushes "old age" he aims to accomplish a lot by making up for time lost.
Jaded could mean weary or beat...but for Joki, he is packed with experience to be a Jade gem stone with luster taken to the highest polish.
