The chaos is already present and I have no control over my actions.
Day 6 without medication and the study has been positive.
Despite pushing my disease to the limit I have managed to identify the worst in me.
The madness and self-destruction is transformed into art, thus obtaining a little desire, passion, hate, love, destruction and creation.
This last stage always captured on the same canvas to be able to document the changes in my person during the creation process.
Modern Study of the Work of Jackson Pollck #3