Reflecting back on certain events such as my entheogen journey through the jungles of Amazon, there are things which the mind cannot explain because the words are limited to do so in that aspect. After meeting the shamans a decade ago, I have met in my visions an entity with both female and male characteristics, who simply stared at that part of me which always loved women; it was like a specific piece of me. There are not many people who slept with over 1000 women in this life (not escorts) and I gave up my pride about this number long ago anyway, and what the shamans explain to me is that the entity/entities simply came to 'see' me without telling me anything, and because I >allowed< 'them' (?) to do so, to explore that piece of me, I received a gift from 'them' ('it') as well. At the time I had no idea what that was... but in the next months I noticed I easily stopped consuming alcohol and cigarettes and other bad habits, while replacing them with good ones, being free of both ever since. In doing so, it helped me enter into a new chapter of my life, a healthier and more peaceful one.
