I N S O M N I A #1/50

It's knocking on my door today . A lot of things interest me but they can not hold me when I need to be held the most. It's been knocking for a while now. Nothing specific is of my interest yet it is holding me. It keeps knocking. Does it keep knocking until the crack of dawn Or until I give in to it? The knocking continues and it won't let me stay still or be in motion. My eyelids are getting heavy. But the knocking is heavier and louder than ever. Is the knocking inside my head or the ticking of the clocks rubbing in the fact that I have yet again given into the restlessness during my resting period