I'm shaking

I'm literally shaking right now, I received a notification that I bought the fluf and my money is gone but everything is crossed out .. I dont know what to do. I moved all the way from Australia to the USA so I could have the best connection when getting one of these prized flufs. Ive been studying Youtube videos every night for 3 weeks straight. I cant even sleep without dreaming about fluf. Im scared. Can you please help me. Im literally shaking so bad right now. Fluffy Business where are you. Please Fluffy Business . My son is crying in the other room and I cant speak to him. He looked at me and said "Father, why does the backend not hold up that well?" and he's only 2 years old.. I cant look that kid in the face and tell him I lost my fluf.. Im begging you . I skipped out on leg day for this... I'm literally shaking rn