In this work, I want to tell my story about the things that inspired me and actually made me start creating art. Horror movies and my nightmares were what started me creating, and they still are. But there is something that is getting deeper. Questions and answers about human fears, the functioning of the mind and surreal creatures increase each time. By creating monsters and demons, I overcome my nightmares and understand myself better, but at the same time, the questions in my mind increase. What drives us to create these? What is the purpose, outcome, future of our fears and portraying them? However, I should also point out that my interest in Japanese horror films (Ringu, and works of art, especially woodblock print ukiyo-e, is very different. Their realism and desire to portray everything as if it were part of the real world, to reflect everything clearly, as it is, with grotesque images, inspires me a lot. Therefore, the beings I create are my friends and enemies, just like myself.